September 6, 2014

I'm sore. I walked around the circle four times this week and my legs feel it. That used to be nothing but now it's not something I can do every day. However, for months it wasn't something I could do at all. My arms and especially my shoulders are sore from swimming. The thought of having to let go of swimming a mile a day saddens me terribly. But maybe this is another Controller lesson. Carolyn in the meditation group also has to  reduce her activity. Maybe she is my mirror. If I can't push and work to make myself stronger, I have to be passive and trust and wait. I tell myself that all the time. Not my strong point.

I always look for improvement and I do see some change. I'm scared. I don't want to give up swimming or give up my dream of walking or give up trying.

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